Huwayyyy!

Setelah hampir dilanggar kereta dlm pjlnn ke post offc, finally!!!

lagu raya wadehek.

First time in life, few days before raya, takdo rasaaaa!
kalau kat rumah sure sedang mem-baking dgn penuh jaya nya.
ataupun tengah seronak bershopping di TTC.

I want to listen to hot fm.
but i cannot.
because they pasang lagu raya.
nanti i dgr lagu raya, i malas buat esaimeng.

I want kasut raya!
tapi I cannot.
I want to make choc chip!
tapi cannot!

because.
I got so much assignment to finish up.

oh shatapp bladi esaimeng.

Go for Lailatulqadr. Go for it. Run for it. It's a bless from your beloved god.

I've heard so much of this saying all the way along Ramadhan especially here in Melbourne. But i never really get the momentum to really run for it. I always think that i've so much time more in future where I can do it whenever I like. So much more Ramadan coming! Yes, I do stick to Allah words, death will come to everyone, once it come you can't delay or fasten even for 1 second. I know that I'm not going to live forever though. I may passed away anytime God want me to. I know that. But i can't really see the rahmah Lailatulqadr brings. I know it brings rahmah, your sins may be forgiven, your hajat may be granted. But you know, it just didn't bring enough momentum to push me through, to wake up in the middle of the night for qiam. Often i thought,"I can smyg hajat whenever pun kan." I know it's important. What else as a typical god's creature, my mind and heart are never out of hajat. there's always something I want each day. Yet I am so lazy to do Solat hajat. Pardon me ya Allah!

Until just now only I realize how unfortunate I am for not realising those mesmerizing fact deep in a my heart before. I watched a video just now and I felt so rugiiiiiiiii not utilizing this last 10days of Ramadhan! It's 27th already. Do you know Allah doesn't actually forgive you if you repent during these nights? BUT, he Pardon you! gosh. Pardon is like god consider that you haven't done all the sins you have done! ok let me give you an analogy. YOU commit a sin to a friend of yours. let's say you stole her laptops, iphone, ipod, ipad. And then somehow you feel guilty and you return it to her after she had been knoocked by a truck while thinking of whether she misplaced her belongings. And it actually makes her paralyse for the rest of her life. Hey, do you think she'll forgive you? Maybe not immediately, she will somehow by time forgive you. But, she will remember it for the rest of her life. Right. Just a matter of logic, will she ever forget about that and assume that it never happen? will you? no, right? But god will in one of the last 10 days of Ramadhan. Absolutely will.

So now, do you think u missed something so bigggggggggg in your Ramadhan?

hurmmmmm

Has Lailatulqadr passed already?  -____-

Haih.

Selamat berbuka kengkawannnn!

Dak eeeeee. Pelepas rindu kampung halaman.

Satu Hari Dihari Rayaaaaaaaa

yaAllahsedihnyadengarlaguraya!
T_______T

sapetahsuruhkaublajajauh2.
padanmuka.duluabangkaucakaptakyahblajajauhjauhkaudegilkan.
rasakanrasakan!

I AM craving for daging goreng tu. huwaaaa :(

Teringat iftar tahun lepas waaaaaaaa :((

Hotel Felda. I tawwww yg amek kan food utk diorang. Tahun ni sape buatkan?

Lepas amekkan food utk diorang, bayarkan kat kaunter (tolong byr kan je :p) , terus berkejar naik level atas, sbb iftar ibu n anak2 adalah kat atas.(it's actually office ibu nye iftar, so xleh nak ajak opah n atuk join skali sbb nnti ape pulekk orang office cakap kannnn?)

dahanakanakakunantitakyahnakblajajauh2.
ingatuniversitikatmalaysiatutakbaguske?
bagusokbagus.

Baby bucuk bucuk macham macham uduh sepanggg

uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

"bakpe pulok nangis ni? lapo kot"

bagi susu, terus diam.

uwaaaaaaaaa

"nangis lagi. Nk mende lg niii. Berot rupenye. "

Basuh berot, diam.

uwaaaaaawawawawaa

"aiiii nangis lagiiii?? ngatuk ni.."

Tidurkan dia, setel masalah.

senang eh jadi baby?

semua orang tolong buat.

eh cuba kalu "uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa dok reti wat esaimennnnnnnnn!"

ade org nk tlg buat?

Malas buat assgnmnt.

Lame dok post gmbo syiok sdiri. Ni gmbo siang td kat BBE library. Library bdk2 commerce yg baru buke. Cantikkkkkk!

post lately dah jadi emo kan?
sory dearest!
bear with my writings!

in case u want to vomit reading these emo entries, come back here few days before raya when i've settled my assignments.

MAYBE time tu blog posts should look better.

wikenjebolehbgnlambt.
cukupmarahbilawikendicuri.

pliskamtumi.

tapikan, siotjekaucakapmcmtukatakukan.
hoi! akutakgilakaulahlelaki!

layan Ajek lg bagus.

kenapakah webjet belum ada info untuk tarikh itu.

rindu nk gelak2 ngn budak2 senget

farahmardhiah
zaidafarhana
nurfazreen
najwahanim
wannursyahira
nazifaauni
aniswafa

Cek mintak maap

Ya Allah. Xtau nk ckp apa. arghhhhh.

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yay! setel test!

I tacing.

No one thing in this whole world could be exchanged with two loves of my life.

Yes laaaa. Even shopping! It's true.

Abah n ibu, be good. I know u always do. And u will.

Take good care of yourself!

*alaaaa ibu abah dokdang la tgk anoknde masuk 2 lagi paper!

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Shopppinggggg!

Semalam i was so stressed out with works that starts piling up.
Lepas settled things yg diperlukan this week, i went to bed. Then only remembered i've got to call mummy and daddy deary. Ok fine laptop dah off. Viber sudahh!
Tgh2 on the phone dgn ibu n abah, tibe2 ade org jauhhhh dari dungung call. Jauh tau dok, tgh2 cakap tbe2 org dungun tu kate,
"bakpe dok berape nk dengor ni? Elo! Elo!"
Napok x 'jauh' tu. Napok? Huahuahua.

Whatever it is, i had fun 20mins on the phone talking silly things. Sorry roomate, for making noise! Heheh

Dan hari ini keseteresan itu diluahkan dgn tarrrraaaaaa!

penat la.

Jumaat

Assalamualaikum!

ape kabo kawang2, sedare mare sekalian?

how's your 12th day fasting?

Sahur x pagi tadi?

Buka japgi nak gi bazar mana? 

Nak serang food stalls apakah?

Shelly di sini stakat buke pose ngn macaroni goweng smlm punye je. japgi goreng telur mata, setel.

Duk kat negara orang ni, harapan la nk demand lebih2  kan. Klu duk kat umh seronaks sunggus bleh demand macam2. Dok gitu?

Hari ni ada 1 class je. Accounting Process. Next week gonna be a challenging week with macro test. And got to start assignmenting.

Ok second issue. 

Jumaat is HOMESICK DAY! 

coz Jumaat is where most of my family members are home.

Jumaat is where ibu cooks the most delicious meal of the week for lunch.

Nasi Beriyani?

Nasi ayam?

Udang celup tepung?

pari bakar?

goshhhhh! salivating! *nangis guling2*

SOOOOO?

I've got to get one boyfriend here right?

untuk mengisi kekosong. 

untuk teman shopping.

untuk finance shopping. *important

untuk teman makan.

untuk belanja makan.

untuk gayut free. (free calls if same provider)

untuk surprises.

ok. Dah cukup reasons, boleh start mencari.

lalala

mencari gaduh adalah sangat best.
tau kah anda?
ya. iyanya sangat best, anda perlu tau.
apatah lagi jika anda mempunyai alasan (walaupun bukan alasan kukuh) untuk mematahkan segala serangan pihak lawan.
seronok tau?

:)))

Takyah nak title sangat lah.

Selalu fikir, kenapa kalau org boleh, aku tak boleh?

Selalu nk overcome those negative thoughts but when it's time to cross the bridge, I know i can't cross it.

Ok try harder Shalia.

Bukan senang nak senang.

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esok saya takde kelas jadi saya taip sampai lebam.

Dah lama tak update blog kan? These are the highlights of my few-days-of-silence. Note: Not sequential.

1) My cousin, Nardine flew off to Makasar, Indonesia pursuing medicine. Her boyfriend sent her off to the airport. Yes I envy her.

2) Just knew that next week will be my Macroecons test. Yes, those carry marks stuff. Just so you know i struggle this subject just like i did in Microecons subject last sem. Hey don't you know how much i hate Econs?? Pls understand.

3) I've got 2 assignments to be submitted before raya.

4) My law subject is killing me straight away through my organs. Stabbing my stomach over and over again, knocking my head to the wall brutally. That's what corporate law are doing. 

5) I aimed not to check on Ohbulang and Beautifulnarang this Ramadhan but i did because I was not fasting. Was not-fasting means yes Ohbulang and Beautifulnarang? don't know. Haha ;)

6) If you guys check on Mingguan Malaysia last Sunday, you WILL SEE ME INSIDE! Omg I'm so excited,  I'm about to tell the world! But my inner side asked me to keep calm! hihi

7) I start imagining myself on pagi raya. Will tears roll over my face on skype? What the heck i never cry on pagi raya except if i fight with my siblings and that's because i was so angrayyy! Somehow i wish Malaysia's raya does not fall on the same day as Australia. It tastes better if I raya first while Malaysia still fasting. God help me!!!

8) Malam raya's an issue too. I cannot see those mercun my brothers play. Plus every one of my siblings will be home but not me. Ok that is a real sad story. Last year I went accompanying my bf buying Songkok on malam raya and i missed those mercun moments. I should have stayed for mercun last year right?

Rehat jap.

**hey! got suara lelaki lah in my house! it's midnight already! Jeng3 =p

Ok sambung.

9) Kutuk mengutuk and hentam menghentam kaw kaw is a norm here in Union Pl. Everyone will get the chance to kutuk and akan dikutuk gak. Jiwa kena kental.

10) Somehow i wish winter ends faster. It doesn't taste good to bear with all the coldness. Yesterday noon, while i went through lecture notes in my bedroom, i was too lazy to put on my bed socks regardless the coldness. My feet went numb. Then only this lazy bum bum put on her bed socks. And you know what, one more thing about winter i don't like is that when you wash your hair at night, even after you wake up in the morning, your hair is still wet. So not comfortable. -___-

11) I really wanted to read all my chick-lit books. But sorry, all i'm able to do is stare at those books, blink some, back to study.

12) I'm telling you this, I know this guy named A. Yeah, actually seen him quite a few time last semester in uni. And last week i got the chance to know him a little more and I acted so not-appropriately, and i regret. and i wish i don't have to see him anymore but i know i couldn't because we're enrolled in the same tutorial. 

-_____-  (don't ask me how i acted orr what i did! because i'm trying so hard to erase it from sight! Thank you.)

love2 tu not applicable pls!

12) I need to get good sleep now. Care to join? hehe.. Jom tido!

A woman's heart should be so lost in god that a man need to seek Him in order to find her.

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Night night

May second of August was just a beautiful nightmare.

Sleep tight.

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Hari yg tait. Too much doing without thinking.

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Love letter to ramadhan

Hello ramadhan! Greetings to u. Do u know how much u r awaited? Ramadhan, god give u to us to educate us being a much2 better person in the months ahead.

A person is full of sabr within u, Ramadhan coz god teach us if someone make us angry, we shouldnt react as in we are deeply mad instead just say in their face, "i'm fasting, i'm fasting".

Ramadhan, u are a barakah month, for every amalan sunat we commit are granted rewards as much as amalan fardhu. And for every amalan fardhu, even more rewards waiting. God is so merciful. Ain't He?

Quran is so your besties, Ramadhan. We'll get so much reward reciting Quran this time. We'll get so much opportunity to improve our recitation via tadarus. Will we get this opportunity in other months?

My dear Ramadhan, i'll try my hard keeping down my minor cursing habits. I'll try hard not talking about others behind their backs. I'll keep myself away from beautifulnaras and ohbulang. I'll minimise my stalking habits on fb. But can i keep myself away from my ipod?? Ok lah i'll try ok Ramadhan? Even it's hard.

Ramadhan mubarak, pls be nice to me..

I've got no ibu here in Melbie who can picit my betis to make me awake for sahur. Ibu said once, "ish sape la sanggup kejut awk sahur." Yes, it's that tough.

I've got no abah here to warn, "derah2 makan. Bedil pertama bunyi dh tu." "semua org minum air dh? Milo?" No more this time.

And i've got no siblings to perli me during sahur, "bakpe dok bowok bantal wak mari atah meja."

Now i cannot laugh at my sister for tambah nasi during sahur. How come she can tambah nasi when others can barely bukak mata utk makan? Amazing.

And what adds to worstness, Ramadhan, I cannot go to bazar! I used to love going to bazar when my brothers are around. Coz i dont have to drive di dalam lautan kereta!

No worries, I'll try to enjoy Ramadhan here with my new family, THE UNION PLACE!

Happy Ramadhan all.

P/s: This entry makes me miss my family so much. -____-

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